Книга: When My Father PrEys

This book was written out of the most injurious and wretched places inside of me. The destruction of my abuse as a child, and molestations can be seen, and heard violently bashing against my entire being. I purposely turn up the volume, and intentionally zoom the screen up to one thousand, so you can hear, and see the unpleasant acts, and sounds of my molestations just as they were being lived out in my young life. I'm over forty now and I want people to really understand what happened to me. Although I do not tell it all, I tell enough, and I take you with me. In this book I refuse to dignify my abuse by shoving my horrible molestations inside of words well-dressed, and decked-out with a few accessories added, just so that what I have to say will get a better reception from others, therefore I honestly let it rip. Today I am a wife, a mother in my forties, and a secret's killer. I have a history of molestations, and abuse that I endured from my father as I was growing up without a mother. You can't look at me, and tell where I've come from, and you can't know by sight how much love I have for liberating truth. I am made of both the crushed stuff, and things made anew. I am better today than I was, because I've gained more restfulstillness within, which was something not easily, obtained. When I see children, and young people I automatically care, because it is a time when we are ruled, and lord over in our delicate times by the merciless mankind in charge of us.